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2005-07-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

hais . junlong and i went compass tuday aft gg ahma hse . jie jie nvr go , den go dere osoh sian sian der . actuallie tied my hair dere , show jie jie my new look . jie jie veryy pretty . she gt long long hair daat she went tu layered it bcus i told daa auntie to . see shee sohh nice in her layered hair ? mine sohh short . hais .

jun long tudayy late lorhs . sae he was doing a project . lucky oni fer a few minutes . told yoo guys jun long frm top skul lerhs . i osoh dun rweallie noe whye we gt alongg sohh well . jie jie osoh kan zhong taa , budd jie jie still dui her ex sibei chi qing . yarh , daat dae we saw she and herr stead . nw deyy brk lerhs . daat was jie's furs stead sia . no wonder jie jie dui him sohh chi qing . jie jie sae it was her fault daat she actually dint treasure him . and nw , she doesn't dare to lurhfe ani otha guy again . she still lurhfes her ex andd daat guy whu lurhfes her wen she gt intu daat skul . jie jie stead wid her ex jus tu forget daat senior orf hers . it's rweallie nan wei jie jie lorhs . jie jie lyked daat guy , budd daat guy dun lyke her lerhs . still stead wid jie jie's fren . jie jie damn xin tongg siah .

budd daat guyy whom she still damn chi qing wid horhhs , quite shuai lehhs . daa one whu lurhfes her wen she gt intu daa skul daat one . at least jie jie gt taste lorhs . budd daat guy no characterr . dunno whye jie jie lyke him fer . he scold me bfore bcus i went tu her skul and wreck daa notice board of his cca lorhs . accidentally derhs marhs . you buu shii gu yi derhs . den he osoh scold jie jie. den jie jie sohh sadded lorhs . go hme liaos osoh nvr scold mie . even tried to console mie and convince mie he's a jerk . i noe jie jie inside actually very sad and want to scold me derhs . budd i tynk she carn bring herself to do daat barhs .

hais . heaven arhs , whye treat jie jie lyddart . jie jie deserve tu be lyddart marhs ? whye yoo treat her lyddart ? whye daat guy carn jus see jie jie dui taa haii buu si xin ? whye whye tell her whye ?! whye jie jie hafe tu be treated lyddart . it's definitely nort fair tu her . and mths back , it's nt fair tu her ex osoh marhs ! i dun understand whye her ex still lyke her and go ourt wid her . i tynk he believe jie jie wud change her mind no mattur wuts . hope sohh ba ...

jie jie , jia youu !

2005-06-17T02:48:00.001-07:00

arhhs... junlong and i went shwimming tudayy! yeaps! i saw jie n her stead. hahas. gt tell yoo my jie finally found her bai ma wang zi le ma? jie jie has low expectations la. budd horhhs, dat guyy duii jie jie hen hao de worhs. sohh jie jie owayys lurhfe him tu bits. =D her stead not as shuai as my jun long and not as clever lorhs. budd still can larhs. as polite as junlong lorhs. jie jie sae junlong is gd-looking budd nt veryy friendly bcus he dao my jie.

lyke jie jie nvr dao him lyddart worhhs. aniwaes, junlong and i aft tt went jurong point n sae marmie ova der! shyt lorhs. den she asked miie whu was i wit, i sae, fren larh. den luckie she believed. heng siah. den bhind marmie's back i quickly hold junlong's hand and ran away. den go tampanies mall. saw jie n her stead again! at pretty tokyo. woots. deyy taking neoprint siah. den junlong and i osoh take. lols. JL sohh kute siah.

AI NI 184 worhs.

2005-06-02T16:52:00.000-07:00

i gort a new dear liaos. =D his name junlong. nort in my skul derhs. noe him on my wae hme. he is very nice. as yoo cud`ve guessed horhhs, me orf cus ishh lyke bumped intu him den i sae sorrie den he ask miie fer fone no and stuff larhs. i`m irresistible larhs.

aniwaes, he`s frm a top skul. woots. i`m able tu find a better stead than xj and xavier worhs. he lives near mie osoh. we owayys go heartland and wok tgt. luckie marmie dunno. heng sia. lols. lurfbe junlong a lortx.

sumtymes he osoh helps me wid my work. aiyarhs, he graduating soon. =\ whu cares?! lurfbe one another doesn`t matter wif daa age rytes? he sec 4 tis yr. hope his `o` level get nice marks. woots. den we can go swensen`s and makan lyke siao siah. marmie and daddie dunno i gt junlong. budd jie noe. jie lyke wanna noe whu ishx he lyddart, kip asking me things abt him. budd she din`t noe she gt see junlong bfore.

hahas. aniwaes, junlong owayys tutor miie derhs. sohh i owayys tell dem i go skul fer remedial. actually ishhx go fer junlong`s tuition larhs. it`s better tu haf yur dear dear tu teach yoo rytes? yoo gt more security. althou junlong dusn`t haf much security as i felt frm xj and xavier, i`m still as equally happiie. =D

saw jose wif xavier tuday. i was wid junlong larhs. den xavier jealous barhs. he quickly pull jose awayy. =\ i tynk he still hafen gedd over miie barhs. toldcha i`m irresistible liaos. hahas.

i reallie hope tis relationship will last. junlong ishh reallie nice lorhs.

2005-05-01T22:07:00.000-07:00

i feel tt xj has been avoidiinggx muii. =( i was tryingg tu get close tu hiimx. ii wan hiimx back. budd tt bitchhx. she owayyx take hiimx awayyx. tt bitchhx. if she weren't my kls chaiirman, i'd haf killed herr mannx.

she took awayyx my xj. ='( luckiie ii still gort another stead. budd... ii dun lurfe hiimx muchhx. ii dun lurfe hiimx as muchh as ii do tu xj. xj, ii lurfbe yoox.

tudae, it was a total loserrx. jie jie din't go j8 wif muiix. andd ii saw xj ovurrx dere. w/o jie jie ovurrx dere, ii was so lost. ii dint noe whether i shudd go ovurrx and tok tu hiimx or jus act daox. jie jie, why must yoo studyx? studyx tt impt marhhx? see yoo owaes study, budd end up still tears of shattered dreamx.

me nehhx? slack like siaox. end urpx, i went intu the skul yoo wanted. andd left yoo in that neighbourhood skul suffering. jie, i reallie hate to see yoo suffer lyddartx. budd it's no tyme being a gd personx. i want my xj back.

i lurfbe xj a lort a lort.

he sed he wunchhx disappoint muiix derhhx.

how curmx he's doinggx it?

tt bitchhx derhhx spell barhhx!

must be herrx.

ii hate the biitchx.

i lurfbe xj.

whyy xj haf tu go tu tt bitchhx?

i nit xj more than she do.

i lurfbe xj a lort, a lort.

i lurfbe him tu deathhx.

dearrx, dunchh avoiidx muiix.

qiian niian zhii liianx.

2005-04-15T20:01:00.000-07:00

i hope i can still be wif him. hais. i just wanna spend more tyme wif him.

xj, wo hai shi ai ni de. thou yoo n ty myte nort last long, bud i'm giving yoo all my support, and once yoo two brk, i'll be dere fer yoo. andd i'll ask yoo tu cum back to miie de. i noe yoo wud sumdae. i'm too irresistible.

haiis.

2005-03-27T03:38:00.001-08:00

he was online. i askedd hiim whether we can evurr patch back. he sed no. i asked whyy... he replied: "are you tt stupid? heyy, can't yoo see i'm wif ty? can't yoo see i'm wae happiier wif her than i'm wif yoo? dun evurr ask abt patchingg back agaiin!" i decided to hold my tears until i drown the words.

impossible. it was too hard to swallow the painful, hurting words he jus typed. all in caps. =(( lyfe... do ii evurr haf a lyfe? all i wanted was happiness wif xj. was tt reallie difficult? i calledd clare. and she sed she would meet me iin 15mins tyme. as in, it's already past. okaes. soh we huggedd andd i drown all my sorrows to her. definitely saddeniingg. =(( lurfe lyfe? i tynk all the bois are playiingg wif miie. i'm jus a toy.

a toy? yarhs. just a useless, free-orf-charge toy. tt kind orf buy one ged one free type. useful onli fer junk sale. i'm nvr succeediingg. whyy din't i listen to my jie tt i shud go yuying instead? at least can kip her company and at least the bois there haf better taste than xj. =(( i bet the yuying guys are sure gg to go gaga overr miie if i ever changed skuls tu there...

budd ii dun wan. zhonghua ish a gd skul. and i dun wan to haf xj to make miie leave it on the lurch. w/o miie, zhonghua will nvr survive properly. i haf the LOOKS and FIGURE. i'm the perfect model fer evury magazine. i'm wae prettier than clarissa, michelle andd kim wakerman.

all i lack orf ishh lurfe frm xj...

2005-03-27T03:38:00.000-08:00

2005-03-20T18:41:00.000-08:00

we brk liaos. no matter wut, i guess nuttin's got tu change my mind abt xj. he's a jerk. he left miie fer his ex agaiin. now he's wif ty. xin tongg siias. i called jie and tell her abt it. she sae i deserved it. whyy jie side xj wen she dunno whu he ish and hw he looks lyke?

jie sae i shud've gifen up on xavier long ago but i din't. it's natural fer xj to feel "used". wut used? as in, i used him to forget xavier? earth to jie lorhs! i reallie like xj tt's why i stead him de lehhs. mabbe jie sae tt bcus she nvr stead bfore. actuallie jie oso gort lyke someone else. jus tt she dun wanna sae onli. she tell miie b4. budd she dun wan miie tu tell auntie. sohh we dealed it. she dun sae i gt stead. i dun sae she gort crush lorhs. easy rytes?

sohh xj corr clare andd ask her tu put miie on da fone. sohh i snatched it andd replied enthusiastically, tynking tt xj wanted to ask miie out on a date. budd, instead he told miie he wanted a brk urp solemnly. i sed no coldly. bud he sed he dunch care. now i'm tearing sadly. [duh!] aniwaes, den he put ty on fone. ty sweet-talked miie intu gifing xj urp. whu da fuck ish she aniwaes? i gt jie on the fone tu help miie talk. jie obliged. she spoke tu ty for quite long den finally passed baq clare's fone to miie. clare chatted wif jie lorhs. den aft awhile, i hangedd up andd saw bon wif da 2 orf dem. i returned. i came baq quite angry wif jie lorhs.

she told ty tt she shud carry on the relationship wif xj and dun care abt miie. i thot jie lurfed miie. budd obviously she dun. )= sadded siias. jie, why did yoo do tis tu miie? i thot yoo sed gan qing shi ke yii man man bei yang de. why you ended up ba wo he xj cai san lerhs? i hate yoo!

HEART BROKEN... xj, ii rweallie <3>

2005-03-14T03:02:00.000-08:00

smoochhex! wahhx. tudae went baq ferr mahhx literature remediial bcus practically whole kls failedd. waste my tyme siiax! ii'm da onlii geniius whu passed andd ii haf tu gedd baq dere?! haiis. aniiwaex, clarissa andd ii walkedd ourt orf da kls wen mr lim scolded us. clarissa even spat vulagrities at hiimx! ohh clarrisa, iiv yoo were my stead, i'll lurfe yoo all till n byond eternity!

hahax. okayyx, wutevaa. hehhx... sohhx, aft a while, ii usedd clarrisa [clare]'s hp tu corr jiie. ask her wanna go heartland anortx. wahh sehhx, she pangg sehh miiex norhhx. den nvms, clare go wif miie. smoochhex tu clare! clarrisa wan suii!

aniiwae, den jiie corr again, she sae whuse no ii usedd bcus my mum dunch allow miie tu use otha ppl's fone tu corr jiie. budd ii haf tu norhhx. sohh ii sae it's clare's. den jiie sae, nvms norhx. den hangg urpx. wut made miiex fiind iit more unbelievable iishhx dartx clare askedd miie jie's name. wen ii told herr, she askedd miie hw tu spell den keyyed iin iintu her hp! wutevaa ferr clare?

aniiwae, it dint rweallie bothered miie much. budd ii tynk ii shud've known. clare lurfes wanting tu noe new n senior frennx. den she knew jie liaox, sure pangg sehh miiex derhx. dartx wut she did tu mich [michelle]. mich used tu be wif us, orr rather, clare. (: normallie, deyy were lyke twiins budd wen clare knew a frenn, miiex. clare pangg sehhed mich ferr miiex. den mich was sohhx angryy wif miiex. budd ii lurfe hafiing clare's company!

aniiwaex, clare ishhx beautiful fer a ghurl. she's wae more beautiful than da kids central's kim wakerman! kim's a eurasian rytex? budd clare issit! clare's a singaporean, total chinese andd she's a babe! woohoo. ii'm in lurfe! lolx. no wae! i've gort sohh mani pple tu choose frm! frm xj all da wae tu xavier. siigh.

those two guyyx are fytiingg gaga overr miiex. i know i haf da looks n inner beauty. budd, deyy are jus simplie tuu shweet ferr miie tu choose on! clare, pls make tis decision fer miiex. mich, yoo tuu... sohhx ishhx jiie.

haiis. she's cumingg. jie's curmingg. tata~

ferr wut ii noe and wut ii see. simpliie jus wanna engrave on da weepingg willow tree: frennx ferevurr. clare, yoo rawkkx. miich, sohhx are yoo~ mayy we stay as frennx ferevurr thou clare dint mean tu pang seh yoo. aniwaex, xj, ii lurfe yoo tuu. xaviier, giiv urpx on miiex. ii nort worth yur lurfe all along. yoo're tuu shweet fer miiex. dunch make miie fall tuu deeply fer yoo bcus yoo myte jus brk my heart wen ii'm all smooches over yoo!

2005-03-13T02:29:00.000-08:00

mabbe nort tudae barhhx. jie n ii plae games. yoo noe horhhx, ii showedd xj moii jiie's yrbk. andd, ii tynk he lyke my jie lehhx! wah lauu! summorr, he askked miie fer brk urpx ova de fone. he sae bcus he wanna jio my jie. wahh lauux. orf cus ii disagree narhx. bcus he dunno whu ishhx jie marhx. (=

aniiwaex, ii told hiimx jie wunch wann jie di liian derhx. sohh he bwg larhx. den he andd ii tok summor. den xaviier corr iin. den ii accidentally pressedd conference. shyt lorhhx. den iit was lyke, xaviier normallie corr miie, andd ii ans fone dartx tyme will corr hiim xiiao junn. den he`ll corr miie darrx. den xj gort da wrongg iidea. den kiip askiingg whu iishhx xaviier tu miiex. andd xaviier jux carn kiip hiis mouth shut fer once andd told hiim ii was hiis ex. whiich iishhx true. budd xj thot ii`m siingle all alongg. he hatedd ghurlx whu had ex.

andd xj startedd iinsultiingg miie thruu da conference. wahh lauux! ii feel lyke cryiingg andd corriingg jiie lorhhx. budd sure jiie will skold miie fer beiingg yii jiiao ta liiangg chuan. bcus ii told jiie bfore, ii hafen giiven urpx on xaviier den ii agree tu go steadyy wif xj. sorriie. ii diint mean tu. budd, ii thot ii steadd wif xj, ii`ve gort a hundredd andd one reasonx tu stop xaviier frm corriingg miiex. obviously, xaviier wun sii xiinx. )=

xj, pls dun brk urpx wid miiex. ii rweallie lyke yoo a lortx. wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li, ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai shuang shou, bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni, ni yao xiang xin, xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li, xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju. tis songg ishhx jie sendd miie de. iishx corr "tongg huaa" byy guangg liiangg. veryy niice derhhx... here's da lyriics.

wang le you duo jiu

zai mei ting dao ni

dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi

wo xiang le hen jiu

wo kai shi wang le

shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me

ni ku zhe dui wo shuo

tong hua li dou shi pian ren de

wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi

ye xu ni bu hui dong

chong ni shuo ai wo yi hou

wo de tian kong

xing xing tou liang le

wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li

ni ai de na ge tian shi

zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

ni yao xiang xin

xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li

xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

yeshhx, tongg huaa byy guangg liiang. veryy touchiingg n logiical. speaks well fer miiex. ii lurfe da songg. hope ii can siingg iit ferr xj tu listen. ii wanna giive urpx on xaviierr lerhhx. he`s nort worth it!

2005-02-24T02:07:00.000-08:00

xj tudayy waited fer miie at moii voiid deck. wahh lauux. miie sibeii maluu siiax. bcus ii curm dwn wif moii gorx n jiex. den xj was lyke, "heyy, aiiaii! here!" den my jie cockedd an eyebrow. i was lyke, cum onn larhx... he`s jus crappiingx.

budd my gorx dunch tynk sohh. (= wutevaa. jus veryy happiie theyy nvr ask sohh muchiiex. den after dartx we took bus tgt. xj n ii kip holdiingg hands frm bus stop tu skul hall. hahax. den evuryone saw iit. even my frenn whum ii nvr sed a single wurd abt miie steadiingg wif xj [osoh her ex in pri skul.she stil gort feelingx fer him. she was soh jealous].her eyes were filled wif jealousy and i was glad she wasnt angrii wif miie orf nort telling her! golly.i was wayy tuu close fer dartx.

den arhhx, tudayy saw ty [xj`s ex in pri skul.jus mentioned] toking tu him during rec. ty was in da same kls as miie. den arhhx she was lyke wanting tu cryy. obviously ish sth tu do wif miie. i tynk she wan xj tu brk urpx wif miie. bud i noe xj lurfe miie tu much tu brk wif miie. summor ii sohh chio andd sohh polite, gentle n lady-like. pls lorhx, he`s lurfinngg mie.

den jus nw he send miie hme. even kissedd miie siiax. wahhx. betta than xaviier. xp

budd xaviier, ii stil lurfe yoo. .x(( w0rr haii aii zhe nii))x. xavier rawkkx!

xj yoo osoh rawkkx. ii lurfe yoo. orf cus ii noe yoo lurfe miie tuu!

2005-02-22T05:28:00.000-08:00

todayy simply my day siax. xj gave me a letter. outside put one word "cindy" then the "i" the dot is changed to heart shape norhx. den i read the letter. so sweet of him. xj, i love you siax.

i guess i`ll just have to reply online. hehhx.

xj: thou we dunch rweallie hit orff well at furst, budd ii realiised one tyng niice abt yoo ish dartx yoo`ll look ourt fer the best orf miie. nonetheless, sohh do ii. althou dere are lyke tons orf suitors ferr miie, i`ll choose da one who curms furst, andd brk apart wif miie, last. andd ii realiised it was yoo. i cannort help bud tu rweallie admiire wut u`ve sed tu miie, "life longg learniing ish nuttin tu miie. budd life longg stayyiing wif yoo iish sth ii`d owayys wantedd since da dayy we`ve met". to miie, ii simplie agree tu it wholeheartedly. ii wanted tu be wif yoo ferevurr andd naberr wantedd tu see yoo sufferriing in da dark. life iishh rweallie hardd on pple, budd ii noe, life rawkks whenevurr dere`s yoo byy my siide. xj, cindyy lurfes yoo. till death shall we part.

hmx, interesting rytex? tuu bad miie no tag board. gonna ask biao jie tu help miie do. shyt. den like that biao jie will see my blog. but... why would she see anyway? she`s got her own blog wuts. haiis. i`m beginning tu miss xj liaox.

he`s rweallie sweet.

"life longg learningg ish nuttingg tu miie... howevurr, lyfe longg stayyiing wiid yoo iishh sth ii`ve owayys looked forwardd tu siince da dayy we`ve met each otherr" xj, yoo`re da bestt!

2005-02-21T03:44:00.000-08:00

broke urpx wif my dar dar xavier fer omos 1 mth lerhx.dunno whether he found his mrs ryte lerhx marhx. miie oreddy zhao dao lerhx. my mr ryte. frm my own skul nehhx. shuaii. frm normal acad.dunno whyy my pengg you say he kanasaii.

at least he sweet tu miie. we sure can last derhx. althou his frenns sayy we wun last bcus he flirt laii de. he will change bcus orf miie. ii`m sohh veryy sure orf it.

my new baobeii`s name ishh xj. lurfe hiim loadx siiax. aii niix!

hmx, thou dar dar xaviier osohh nortx badd, budd deyy twoo rweallie make miie sohh iin lurfe wid two! haix... mabbe xj ish tiian shii xiia fan laii de. my baobeii mr ryte. ii lurfe yoo!

worr men huii yong yuan derhx zaii yii qii. buu guann tiian gao dii houu. meii you nii de meii yii tiian jiiu xiiang meii you le worr shen miingg zhongg zuii zongg yao de bu fenn... jiiu ruu xiin ruu dao ge... hao tongg, hao xiin kuu~ jiiu ruo meii you nii, worr yii diingg huo buu xiia qu. yiin weii, wo jue diingg buu guan tiian ya haii jiiao, worr gen diingg nii lerhhx. xj, ciindyy aii sii nii lerhxx! *mwax*

hms... dedicatedd tu my xj baobeii derhx. whyy yoo all read? make miie sohh paiisehhx~ aiiyorhx... nvms, my dar dar xj noe can lerhx. sure he`ll lurfe miie tuu...

nii shii worr derhx weii yii, meii you nii, jiiu ruu meii you lerhhx worr derhx xiin. nii, shii worr shen miingg lii derhx tiian kongg. worr jiu ruu shii xiin xiin... xiin xiin yao youu tiian kongg caii nengg you yii ge suo weii de langg man ye wan... wahh~ xii wangg worr menn [xiin xiin yuu tiian kongg] huii changg changg jiiu jiiu... xj, worr aii nii~